Excerpt1: Scarf

This will be the first time I will see her again, after that night. I honestly cannot feel anything, it feels like my feet were pinned to the floor, my entire body was shaking, my hands are sweating, and I can hear every beat of my own heart. 

"I wonder if she remembers me.", I sighed as I checked my phone for any notifications.

 I started to reminisce things when we were still together. 

She reached for my arm and wrapped a green scarf  around my wrist as she whispered, "Whenever you tie a scarf around your wrist, it indicates that you're missing me." 

She leaned towards me to peck a kiss on my cheek and slowly walked away. 

I can feel her every step, it seems like every step she takes, the heavier it gets. Universe know how I wanted to grab her to hug her endlessly, maybe that would change her mind. 

"Maybe that's what she wants." I said to myself as I face the opposite direction. 

I recognize her easily by the way she walks, so finesse, her every step and leap seemed like they were planned, very precise. I know it's her. 

"Hey, thanks for showing up.", a smile was everything I can reply. She handed me a piece of folded paper. 

It makes me remember all the scented papers we were exchanging, as well as the messages written using a purple-inked glittered gel pen. 

"I hope you can make it.", she then walked away, and just like she always does, she turned around and waved her hand at me. 

"Diana and Ron, as one." I silently read the cover of the folded paper. 

She's so lucky, but he's luckier.

Since that day she told me about the scarf, I would always wrap a piece of cloth around my wrist. I know I would never not miss her.